Chapter 3: The First Dilation

The package contained numerous items: a set of stainless steel metal cervical dilators, a toothless oval clamp, a balloon catheter dilator, a large pack of sterile cotton, and iodine cotton balls for disinfection. After unpacking, Luo Qiaorou first performed high-temperature sterilization on all the instruments.

Fortunately, Luo Qiaorou had previously purchased some tools like speculums for dilation attempts, otherwise this package would have been even larger.

Luo Qiaorou untied her bath towel and arranged the necessary items beside the yoga mat. She found several unused books to elevate her hips. Then she opened her laptop on the small table, connecting the pinhole endoscope to display images on the screen. Though the lens was tiny, the image clarity was surprisingly good. The thought of inserting this device into her most private area, exposing every intimate detail, made her breathing become slightly rapid.

Luo Qiaorou tried sitting on the books to elevate her hips, then lay flat while propping up her upper body to see the computer screen. The posture felt awkward, but manageable for someone with ballet training.

Maintaining this position proved tiring, with the old book’s edges pressing uncomfortably against her tailbone. Soon she added a thick bath towel over the cold books and arranged three soft pillows to support her head.

After adjustments, she felt much more comfortable.

Without professional equipment like gynecological examination tables, even her speculum was an adult novelty product. Though crude, this DIY dilation method was necessary – as a young girl, she couldn’t risk anyone discovering this, not even doctors.

Of course, no doctor would perform cervical dilation surgery on a young girl in the first place.

As she wiped the instruments with alcohol swabs, Luo Qiaorou’s heartbeat quickened at the thought of these cold tools invading her most private organ.

The first step was using a lubricated speculum to open her vagina. Being pain-sensitive, she applied generous amounts of lubricant.

The screen clearly displayed her smooth vulva – tender pink folds resembling a peach, the delicate slit showing just a hint of deeper rose, looking so supple it might drip moisture.

Indeed it could produce moisture, though extraction would cause pain.

While partly natural, her vulva’s delicate appearance resulted from dedicated maintenance.

As a hypersexual girl who developed early through excessive masturbation, her pubic hair grew much sooner than peers’. This caused significant issues – ballet classes required panty liners to control arousal fluids. Her naive decision to stick liners directly on pubic hair resulted in painful removal she’d rather forget.

Ballet classes demanded egg vibrators, which necessitated liners. For Luo Qiaorou, going out without panties was preferable to skipping vibrators. Expecting her to abstain during weekend ballet classes was impossible – this was her ladylike principle!

Though peculiar, such beliefs stemmed from her divorced parents’ neglect and sex education from erotic novels, resulting in slightly distorted values.

Initially using razors then depilatory creams, she couldn’t completely remove the stubborn dark stubble. Though barely visible, it bothered her.

Eventually she opted for ¥10,000 laser hair removal – the only permanent solution. Few clinics accepted minors, but results pleased her: smooth skin remained hair-free for two years.

Money wasn’t an issue – as a gravure idol, her savings were substantial.

She’d entered this industry at 10, nearly getting caught in what was mistaken for child abduction. Quick account deletion and pre-real-name verification internet saved her, fostering extreme caution in underground activities. Sadly, her talents were wasted on shady pursuits.

Aligning the speculum with her pink slit, Luo Qiaorou pressed the cold instrument inward. Though accustomed to inserting vibrators and odd objects, this full-stretch sensation was new.

Gripping the speculum handle with one hand and adjusting the blades with the other, she slowly inserted the cold device into her tender flesh, resembling a juicy peach being pierced.

Unlike vibrators that her vagina could engulf, the speculum’s gradual expansion from entrance to depth brought violating pleasure. The forced unclosing created anxiety that paradoxically thrilled her.

Pleasure arched her ballet-trained feet into elegant lines, knees initially pressing together before consciously spreading apart.

Her youthful vagina’s tightness gripped the unopened speculum so fiercely that surrounding skin inverted, obscuring pink mucosa on screen.

Excessive tightness made insertion challenging, though ample lubricant prevented pain.

Blushing, Luo Qiaorou adjusted the speculum position by internal sensations. Cervical contact made her shy uterus contract rhythmically. Regardless of this shy organ’s protests, she needed the blades to reach vaginal fornix.

The vaginal fornix – transitional area between vaginal vault and cervix – features circular depression where vaginal walls meet cervical os. This relatively spacious area requires deep penetration to reach.

If the penis reaches this position during intercourse, it is often mistaken for entering the uterus. Luo Qiaorou, this estrus-prone girl who lacks sexual partners due to her extreme social withdrawal, experienced similar confusion when first inserting a vibrator here – she thought she’d accidentally pushed it into her womb.

As it was a newly purchased wireless vibrator, her inexperience and failure to check the cord orientation left it completely stuck. She panicked and anonymously sought help online, only to receive crude jokes instead of assistance. Too scared to visit a hospital, she eventually ordered a vaginal speculum online to solve the problem herself. That speculum is the one she’s using now.

The frustrating part was the two-week delivery delay she was too embarrassed to expedite. Trapped with the unremovable vibrator, she endured prolonged insertion – though accustomed to wearing vibrators, this marked her first extended continuous use. The dead device buried deep inside left only an odd foreign-body sensation, providing faint pleasure far from satisfaction.

Until PE class when the teacher assigned jump rope exercises.

During that period, she developed an addiction to jump roping… climaxing through the rhythmic bouncing…

Fortunately, this didn’t coincide with her menstrual cycle, sparing her greater embarrassment.

This incident taught her two lessons: first, avoid XT Express delivery; second, acquire physiological knowledge not detailed in biology textbooks.

The vaginal fornix, being more spacious than the vaginal canal, easily traps vibrators. However, this area isn’t designed for toys – its biological purpose is semen retention.

The vaginal fornix divides into anterior, posterior, and lateral sections around the uterine position, with the posterior fornix being deepest – nature’s semen reservoir.

During post-orgasmic contractions, the cervix descends to immerse the cervical os in this seminal pool. The slightly dilated os then rhythmically sips this bounty, channeling conquests won through the vaginal passage into the uterus.

Our dear Qiaorou’s posterior fornix lacks seminal deposits, the horny girl only stuffing vibrators there instead.

She discovered complete filling of this space brings intense satisfaction.

The sensitive cervical os, deprived of semen during contractions, mistakenly suckles on the vibrating intruder. This pink, velvety “maiden’s heart” deep in her abdomen trembles with electric numbness.

Cool air flooded her lower body as Qiaorou turned the speculum’s knob. The full vaginal exposure excited her, though the dim lighting only revealed superficial details on the screen – deeper regions remained shadowed.

Proper visualization would require an illuminated micro-camera.

The novel sensation of her most intimate area exposed to room air intrigued Qiaorou. However, the speculum’s non-parallel expansion soon caused discomfort – while externally minimal, internal tissue stretching proved painful.

Though her ballet-trained body boasted high pain tolerance from years of splits, she dared not risk damaging this precious anatomy. Reluctantly, she loosened the device slightly.

The speculum created paradoxical fullness paired with cool emptiness.

Yet it aroused her – this perpetually horny girl found satisfaction in vaginal occupancy.

Blushing, Qiaorou activated the pinhole camera’s light, directing it into her forcibly exposed passage. Harsh illumination laid bare her deepest secrets.

First-time self-observation proved intensely embarrassing. Though alone, her cheeks burned.

Adjusting the speculum through pleasure-induced thigh tremors, she positioned her half-exposed cervical os between curved prongs for optimal framing.

The young ballerina’s healthy cervix nestled deep within, a soft pink blossom.

Her own cervical os… truly visible now.

Indescribable emotions surged – excitement tinged with primal fear.

Not that Miss Luo suffered Ye Gong’s dragon-phobia. Any girl would fear such uterine manipulation, though this fear soon morphed into predatory urges towards the vulnerable organ.

Impulses to stuff vibrators inside, flood it with mucus, seal it permanently~

Unnatural blush spread across her cheeks, eyes glazing over.

Qiaorou recognized needing composure.

The glistening pink os appeared healthier and more beautiful than those in “educational videos”, sparking secret pride.

As it was her first time performing cervical dilation, the inexperienced Luo Qiaorou appeared somewhat disorganized and aimless in purchasing medical tools. Fortunately, she had diligently studied the usage methods for each device, though using her own body for initial practice seemed rather reckless.

First came the classic stainless steel cervical dilators. These metal rods had meticulously graded thickness specifications. The complete set Luo Qiaorou purchased ranged from 3.5mm to 13mm in 0.5mm increments, accommodating various girls’ cervical dimensions.

Pinching the leaf-shaped flat handle at the dilator’s end, Luo Qiaorou carefully inserted the steel rod into herself. The 18cm length including handle completely overwhelmed this “little one” whose vaginal depth measured only about 7cm.

Naturally starting with the smallest size for her first cervical dilation attempt, the 3.5mm blunt metal tip controlled by the aroused girl pressed against her soft cervical os.

Her spread labia from the speculum didn’t register new intrusion, but the direct stimulation of deep sensitive tissues created chaotic sensations. The shy inner flesh reflexively twitched, generating peculiar pleasure.

Though accustomed to vibrators teasing her cervix, this direct prodding felt novel. Watching the screen showing dilator pressing against tender flesh, Luo Qiaorou couldn’t resist manipulating it. The blunt tip tracing patterns on her cervical os sent disorienting tingles from deep within.

Luo Qiaorou suspected this wasn’t the kind of pleasure ordinary girls typically experienced.

Compared to clitoral stimulation, the cervical sensations felt duller yet more psychologically thrilling – the awareness of manipulating such a vulnerable organ intensified the excitement.

Her true target lay deeper. But advancing the dilator into that tiny orifice proved challenging.

The virgin cervical os remained tightly closed. Even the thinnest dilator struggled to penetrate. The pliable tissue easily deflected sideways or retreated deeper whenever pressured, frustrating her attempts to align with the young cervix.

This was inevitable. Despite physical maturity, Luo Qiaorou’s youthful uterus lacked progesterone conditioning, maintaining its virginal tenderness.

Reluctantly retrieving cervical tenaculum forceps – their intimidating appearance with inward-curving pincer tips resembling stag beetle’s mandibles had initially deterred her – she prepared to grasp her cervix, already anticipating phantom pain.

Guided by the screen, she inserted the tenaculum perpendicular to the speculum. The forceps clamped her cervical os laterally without expected pain. Instead, the forced immobilization of sensitive tissues kindled unexpected arousal.

The building orgasmic urge since earlier… Luo Qiaorou temporarily suppressed it.

With stabilized cervix, she aligned the metal dilator against her tender orifice. The smooth blunt tip pressed against the dewy young opening, gradually increasing pressure.

A tingling mix of stimulation and swelling ache emanated from the cervical canal.

“Mmm~” Accustomed to public orgasms, Luo Qiaorou remained quiet during climax – a girl who stayed silent even when coming.

Though her womb was being penetrated, only soft whimpers escaped.

Despite mere 3.5mm insertion, distinct fullness blossomed deep within. The cervix’s richer nerve endings translated even smooth metal contact into pleasurable pain – more gratifying than distressing.

With ample lubrication, she carefully advanced the dilator. Virgin territory required utmost caution. The cervical-vaginal angle meant even 3.5mm posed scraping risks despite the smooth tip.

Guiding the dilator’s tail while coordinating internal sensations with screen visuals, she meticulously navigated her cervical passage.

Intermittent tingles from the narrow canal teased like a kitten’s paw playfully scratching. Enduring this bittersweet self-penetration proved challenging, yet watching the dilator gradually disappear into her tiny orifice brought profound satisfaction.

Going in… My womb… Is being opened…

The swelling fullness deepened until suddenly – a breakthrough. The dilator slid effortlessly past her internal cervical os. Success – she’d entered her own uterus.

So good…

Gentle pleasure welled up differently from past experiences – more like lingering afterglow than acute climax, leaving her uncertain if she’d actually orgasmed.

Yet undeniable comfort remained. On screen, her cervical os pulsed rhythmically as if suckling the metal intruder.

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Perhaps due to this state, her cervix softened remarkably, all prior discomfort vanished.

The pain subsided, but Luo Qiaorou became even more cautious. Pain is the body’s alarm, and having that alarm completely drowned out by pleasure isn’t a good thing—especially during the first uterine dilation process. If her cervix had already been fully dilated, she might have indulged in this comfortable pleasure guilt-free. But now, to avoid ending up hospitalized in social disgrace, she had to be careful.

Normally, the uterus lies flat atop the bladder, forming roughly a 90-degree angle with the vagina. Though the cervical dilator had some curvature, adjusting the angle could still allow it to pass through the cervix. However, advancing further would be impossible—it would only poke against the uterine wall.

Luo Qiaorou had no intention of going deeper anyway. What she wanted to place inside her uterus was a delightful vibrator that brought girls pleasure, not this cold, rigid dilator. The dilator’s only purpose was to open her cervical os.

Luo Qiaorou maintained full insertion of the dilator into her cervix for about twenty minutes, allowing the tiny orifice inside her body to gradually adapt to this degree of dilation.

The pleasure lasted unusually long, as if it would never fade. Forced to continue dilating her cervix in this wondrous state of climax, she…

…gently pulled out the dilator by its tail. A glistening thread of arousal fluid connected the steel rod’s tip to her cervical os, creating an obscene sight. The dilated orifice quickly contracted, though it remained slightly more open than before. The lingering foreign-body sensation confirmed her efforts hadn’t been in vain.